Alright you seem genuine enough so I’ll set my caution aside, it’s otherwise how I protect myself from further manipulation(s).
What I meant with the BB analogy is that when I refer to the process “goes to the barrel with a P on it” is what I relate to regarding this particular lesson, you show how you do it but I don’t understand the process. And so with the 1-2-3 is what I relate to with the lessons prior to this one, where I learned and understood.
What I want to with Blender can vary, if I spent enough time to accomplish good enough results sure it may come into more professional level – until then it’ll be focused on my own creativity. Some ideas are homages, others entirely original, few are game assets for prototyping, the rest are really dark humor. (See Cyanide & Happniess, example http://explosm.net/shorts/328/who-gets-the-dog )