Thanks everybody for very good feedback. 🙂 Doing this post has probably been my biggest decision as of late and it took a lot of pressure off my own expectations. And I now understand that I just need to continue to work until I can do the face and / or the revolver without help and assistance. Then I will go check out other courses and do them until I can do them blind as well. The biggest change after making this post is that rather then loading up Blender and loading all my expectations with them, now I look forward to waking up and start blender and have less expectations and learn!
This post has made me go from “I am not good enough, I am not learning fast enough” to almost looking forward to the process. And I will work on applying my skills and what I learn in the courses and allow myself to fail and rather then giving up we must try again. So thanks a lot for all the comments and nice motivation 🙂