Don’t worry man, we’re all in the same situation. I have to try things 10 times before I get a result I find decent. The truth is, it just takes a lot of practice and grit. Don’t give up, just keep at it. At first I thought there was something missing in my knowledge, that I had to be told some key information and I would immediately get better, but it was just a lot practice, making mistakes and trying it all over again and slowly but surely your brain starts to get it. Because I already know what to do, but it’s almost like my brain and hands need a moment to sync up. So just practice, practice practice, stumble and get back up again and again.