Hey Mo! Blender is one of the harder to learn 3D softwares out there according to the internet. Apparently it has the steepest learning curve. I understand your frustrations! It’s a challenge to learn a new skill regardless what it is: I think the fact that you are here stating your having a hard time is proof that you have a real desire to learn: you should give it another try and if you are still having trouble, try some other courses and come back to it:
Getting a membership here would be very beneficial for you. (I’m not being paid or asked to tell you this btw) it’s been about a month for me now and I can say that I have learned so much in the past month. Much more than you would learn from searching random YouTube tutorials. (Not that they aren’t good, it’s just a bit scattered and less in depth).
Go through the core course and maybe some try a couple of modeling courses in between days. You WILL learn the software and you WILL make great artwork. Just give it time and also completely immerse yourself in 3D.
Not at the PC using blender? Look at 3D pictures. Not able to look at pictures? Pic a random chapter in the blender manual and just start reading it. This has worked well for me.
Also everyone here is super helpful and very supportive. We are all here to learn and grow together. The only bad question is the one that was never asked. I hope you don’t give up on Blender or your Art.
Good luck!