@silentheart00
Yep you sure are right . I am not gonna give up my dreams . I guess i am fine then since its more to get let say familiar with blender modeling , animation etc. i have a certain story in my head that i might want to use to somehow get payed but i am not possible how good i will be or if i really will be able to do what i am planning. but first things first .
improve get comfortable with blender get nice stuff and first some pokemon animations . later i trying to go for someting bigger that involve human mages , monsters and summons 🙂