Thanks a lot, Omar and Martin, for all your help and encouragement. I really appreciate it. I think I should share what’s on my mind. Every time I want to create something, I go to Google to gather reference images. There are always lots of simple and hard ones. But whenever I do that, my mind keeps telling me: if you make the simple one, you’ll achieve nothing — and if you can’t make the hard one even after 3–4 months in Blender, you’re bad at it. So I always pick the hard ones and end up struggling every time. I really can’t control it. I see a lot of people creating cool stuff and I keep thinking, am I good enough for my stage? That’s also why I choose comparatively harder projects. Another thought that eats me up is that to get a job in 3D nowadays, you have to be extraordinary. Even though I’m not learning 3D for a job — my main goal is to build something of my own — these thoughts still bother me a lot.
Anyway, that’s just what’s been on my mind. I don’t know if it’s really a problem or just how I am. But honestly, without you guys, I wouldn’t have gotten this far. You’re amazing.
Also, I finally figured out how to make the shape! Now I have a clear idea of how to do it, so I’ll be rebuilding it in real-world scale. Thanks a lot, guys!
