@csehz True enough , i am such a stuborn person sometimes . I have been relaxing but everytime i somehow feel the urge to do someting . And each time this mostly leads to blender . but then again, i start and mostly fall asleep shortly after. so overal i never been longer then 30 minutes behind my computer . exept the last stream of Wes , first time since i am home i managed to watch someting for 1 full hour .
But like you said back to relaxing for now .