@ciku-karugi I’m so sorry you have so many problems with blender. I´am knowing how it feels because I’ve been through similar situations.I also know the idea of throwing it out.
But the more important thought is the second part with this little hope that at the end all will be right.The problem sometimes resolves itself in an unexpected and mysterious manner when you have some distance. Then you have learned something and are motivated again. And all the trouble is forgotten.This happened to me many times.
Unfortunately, right now, I can only help you with words of encouragement. You´ll make it.
