You like to live dangerously, take chances. I typically watch a tutorial two times, first time as a movie, to get a feel of everything broadly without having to pause it a lot, then a second time when I go hands on with Blender as I watch and then I can pause and maybe experiment a bit. The good thing is that the best teacher is mistakes, when you have to get out of a mess is when you get tested and level up a bunch.
