So glad you posted this thread, Christian. I don’t see it discussed as much as I KNOW folks fight this same battle.
One thing you don’t mention is what you aspire to create. Maybe I should assumed that you day-dream about building space craft, or fantasy characters, or environments since those daydreams are what drives an artist. But if that’s not something driving you, it’s a big problem and should be easy to fix.
@Zeretaas What are your creative aspirations with Blender?