CGCookie’s tutorials are one of the many things in my life that make me forget that there’s a pandemic at all. I’ve been sitting comfortably in my home, binge watching the tutorials. Of course the binging itself isn’t a blissful adventure. Day to day I pull on my hair that’s been melting on the sides of my head because of how thick they’ve gotten from not being able to get a haircut due to quarantine, out of stress over not getting certain parts of tutorials. I’ve only started the Animation Bootcamp last week, I’ve been trying to keep my central as a modeler but my ambition requires me to study up on animation. Which is to be able to create NPR animations with Blender as I believe NPR is the next and will remain to be the next big thing in the industry.
Defying an advice given by so many artists “Find an area where you can specialize in and focus on that.” This naturally produces self-doubt whether I’m doing the right thing or if I’m shooting myself in the foot. It also hasn’t been easy for someone with ADHD to cram knowledge into my brain, even about things I love the most. My point is, CGCookie helps me with my journey as an artist, and though I doubt talking about myself would be in anyway helpful, I write this to let the crew know that I appriciate you 🙂
