I felt the same way at this point! It does get a little easier after this point, not because the content is really any easier but you learn things about the interface and the way things work that feel completely foreign right now. FWIW I learned that it helped me to first watch an entire chapter of lessons at once without pausing, then go back to the beginning of the chapter and only open Blender and follow along with the instructions the second time (or sometimes third).